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我把盘子推向她，然后默默把她面前的碗面端回来，当作什么事都没发生，挑起面条哧溜哧溜吸得起劲。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>mfwaoghagec7tvcji9qmbxfb5wso10exvutz6jyk</blockquote>

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眼角瞟到她动勺子，之前闹得不愉快慢慢从心里排解出去，不是说，人只要吃得下饭就能活着吗，只要她活着一切皆有可能，我和她置什么气，慢慢来就好了。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>v9h5ajs1dmokmoyrwx7tnue64gy8pnlbxzeakibp</blockquote>

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看她吃得认真，不自觉我的嘴角上扬，压不住心里的骄傲，“怎么样？我炒的好吃吧？这肉丁我放了点酱油，炒起来超香的！”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>rn9nqxtb3ico2zov0ldzlwujak64tmhs7sfdyrgj</blockquote>

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她看着我，突然笑起来，“过来。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>gyfpzvisrsb2vlm9htytw0rj3g4bl6dhfzpqnnow</blockquote>

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她伸出手，指尖从我嘴角轻点而过，一颗米粒被她摘走送进她嘴里，她嚼了嚼，漫不经心道，“嗯，确实好吃。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>feqzjhdx3y9ap7k1rzgmb5oowxmiv604ttf8u</blockquote>

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花了一秒反应的我瞬间脸颊爆红，“你，你……”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wvu3pojnyqzx4j6hmdgdsxiolfqmekgk2a7sehzi</blockquote>

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她面色平静，半点没有我们吵过架的痕迹。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>8iog9mboixfcqt2sgrneuwvdjnsyexvzjur703tk</blockquote>

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我想了想，最后忿忿地说没什么，重新低下头去吃面条，却忍不住腹诽，打一巴掌再给颗甜枣，她就是吃准我的脾性不舍得对她生气发火，才一次又一次挑战我的底线，事后又若无其事地与我相处。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>9fekh08xnwj3iy6zqncupalz2stgxddlrikfabj1</blockquote>

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在她心里，我到底算什么呢？我爱她珍惜她，她却一心想要逃离我，虽然我一次次告诉自己她需要时间和耐心来消化痛苦，但在治愈她的同时我也会累会辛苦会心痛啊。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>asshy96apcgljhpjkdxciff8loyg7nq4qo31wve2</blockquote>

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反复无常的她，变幻莫测的她，每一天都像让我行走在刀刃冰面上。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xd5b3ho7yybgcvx4hwmsnpkr8arfcd1ieqi69mju</blockquote>

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想着便不受控制地叹出声，她握勺子的手顿了顿，我已经没胃口再吃，推开碗筷起身想去打把游戏排遣下心情。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vbgmlehfcknc2bvpgf1xtard0q86xziqom9hrj7i</blockquote>

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经过却被她猝不及防拉住手腕，我停下脚步低头看她。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>earnc9ldwqgobt3hqtjfwuhimsgcoxuvipz7e02k</blockquote>

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“你生气了吗？”她声音很轻。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>vr4l271mqdehhrcxtup8jmf6zw9fpuzvgjcekowl</blockquote>

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我紧抿着唇，不说话，想确认她的意图。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>pcvqwieocs61tgu0fxxvinbmoskmg4ylj8z39</blockquote>

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她抬头仰视我，眼睛来回在我脸上打转，最后下结论，“你对我失望了对不对？”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>d7aeuzc0pkvfj4t</blockquote>

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得不到我的回应，她慢慢松开手，一脸了然低头，“你确实应该对我失望。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>arvpdykb0sobhdacmketlre5v4uynizgjzlxonfs</blockquote>

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我不喜欢看她失落，勾起她下巴反驳，“我没有失望。我知道你是什么样的人，从我决定要和你在一起就做好了承担一切的准备，无论是四年前，还是现在。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>uhymxrfzenm6q2qhgbxgfk1rwcsjwls39i5tjbcv</blockquote>

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“你会后悔，就像四年前一样。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ysllc8pkodo14eficpq7mbnujqvryz3052gkgme6</blockquote>

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“我从来没有后悔过和你在一起的决定，”看到她眼睛里的惊讶，我愈发坚定，“四年前我只是怨恨我自己，没有早一点发现你的不对劲，存着侥幸心理对你隐瞒欺骗，让我们的感情就那样不堪地结束。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>xwye4qvmghjrufdft8smokjn59pgvc0xcbqnr</blockquote>

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“若说后悔，我最后悔地是这几年没有去找你，如果知道你过得这么痛苦，我绝不会抛下你不管。现在我有弥补的机会让我照顾你，爱你疼你，我还有什么好后悔，”我半跪下去与她平视，牵着她的手放在我的左胸膛上，让她感受炙热鲜活的心跳，“我偷笑着呢，终于可以不用再做违背这颗心的事，终于可以一心一意地和你在一起，我心满意足。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>wmx3x7fy8yokta6rvddpcqripktvs5qmebh19</blockquote>

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她的眼眶盈满泪水，一点点抽回自己的手，声音哽咽，“可是我没有信心和你在一起。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>2arx1ctudqhg3c4z9lqjyikxyfdregmpb5vnoz6t</blockquote>

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我红了眼睛。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>ohxtqs6ickh1yndy9e5rwpaimunjvf7</blockquote>

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“曾经我爸妈是这个世上最爱我的人，可他们一个走了，一个重新组建了家庭有了新的孩子。你也口口声声说过爱我的，可你还是和别人在一起了……”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>x0q5evvgwpflixmqzytnudzkagdco61ih4s38atl</blockquote>

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“我没有。”我苍白无力解释，她痛苦摇头。<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>hrpfi1c0njptd69f4bu2cekv</blockquote>

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“方一凡，这个世上没有什么是永恒不变的，真心也是瞬息万变的。你现在说爱我，十年后呢，二十年后呢，我们是不是会像我爸妈一样，撕得头破血流，反目成仇，发着最毒的誓说老死不相往来。”她的眼泪落在我的手臂上，灼热滚烫，“我已经不相信爱了，说爱的人都是骗子。”<blockquote cite=' ss="copyright" style='background:#fff; border-left:5px solid #4a84ce; padding:20px 50px;'>yv0m7tah2wtbyeam14ibkeqxknuovd3guji6zp5s</blockquote>

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